"Grown-up Christmas List"
I love this song!. It is meaningful and touching ,and it makes me sad sometimes. It brings back the happy and sad memories of my childhood Christmases. When we were still kids my parents make us believe that there is Santa Claus and that he will give gifts to us. And true, I've always been receiving a gift (a doll) back then, given by Santa (according to them)....So my concept of Christmas then was happy times, complete family, and gift giving.
When my father left us, celebrating Christmas was not that happy anymore...no more Santa Claus, no get-together...no more gifts... no happy moments... Though we still continue to celebrate Christmas, it's very different now. Celebrating it makes me sad knowing that we're not complete anymore.
Christmas is coming again,...I want to go home, I miss my family. I miss the simple life i used to have during Christmas. I miss my mother so much...Looking forward to celebrate Christmas with her:))
And if only I could turn back the time, I will include in my wish list to Santa another gift, not just a doll but "A complete and happy family."
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